IT'S INNOCENCE WHEN IT CHARMS US,
IGNORANCE WHEN IT DOESN'T.
--MIGNON MCLAUGHLIN

quarta-feira, novembro 30, 2005
DISPARAGIA 2


And I never knew I could feel this way until now.

I just felt it so suddenly, and for the first time. And now I know when you feel this for the first time you tend to reel from the aftereffects.

Restlessness is what fills me right now.

I now know the feeling of quiet longing, that pain of wanting to see someone once again, but can't find the time to or the strength to tell. That pain of sudden madness that when it strikes you you feel helpless, powerless, anxious, bitter, and then...!

I know I have to let it out, somehow.

But how do I? Suddenly I have become a person who is tongue-tied. Suddenly I have become a person who is silent. Suddenly I have become a downtrodden person. Suddenly I...

I am not normally like this, but right now...

Words are impotent. How ironic, but right now words will only show how mediocre I get in sharp sudden moments of pain. And words that will not hurt me ruin all that I have left.

The irony.

8:18 PM
No more lonely nights

AND STILL ANOTHER SURVEY...


1. friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
- friends

2. college or high school?
- college

3. angelina jolie or julia roberts?
-angelina jolie. she rawked in tomb raider. :D

4. brad pitt or tom cruise?
- no comment.

5. basketball or volleyball?
- volleyball

6. eastwood or malate?
- malate

7. redhorse or strong ice?
- yoko ng beer. hindi hiyang sa akin.

8. tequila or vodka?
- tequila

9. mcdo or jollibee?
- mcdo, although i seldom.

10. grudge or ring?
- ring

11. single or taken?
- single. pray for me.

12. go for younger or older? (bf/gf)
- younger po. but the closer the better.

13. j.lo or janet jackson?
- j lo.

14. rubbershoes or sandals?
- sandals.

15. lotr or harry potter?
- kung yung book HP. kung yung movie HP 3 tsaka lahat ng LOTR.

16. cellphone or computer?
- computer

17. globe or smart or sun?
- globe

18. Christmas vacation or summerbreak?
- xmas vacation. pag summer nasa UP pa rin ako eh.

19. brains or goodlooks?
- brains

20. have you watched return of the king?
- a bit.

21. when?
- can't remember

22. counterstrike or ragnarok?
- ragna. am not real-time player.

23. adventurous or romantic movie?
- romantic. (aw, shaddup, a voice in my head tells me.)

24. winston or marlboro?
- don't smoke

25. manila bulletin or inquirer or phil star?
- INQ

26. abs or gma?
- ABS

27. pillow w/o blnket or blnket w/o pillow?
- pillow w/o blanket... but don't make me choose.

28. girbaud or esprit?
- girbaud. omglumalabasnaangikalawakong pagkatao...

29. badminton or tabletennis?
- ala bang lawn tennis dito?

30. kisses or toblerone?
- kisses

31. math or science?
- science? i hate physics but love bio. as for math... so-so.

32. nokia or samsung?
- nokia. mahal samsung eh

35. bmw or mb?
- ala bang chevy dito?

36. mango or banana?
- mango. i see something freudian in this question...

37. malls or bars?
- malls...

38. y ru answern this?
- because THAT person answered this.

39. would you answer more surveys such as this?
- as long as THAT person answers surveys.

40. who do you think will read this?
- those who visit my blog... hopefully.

41. what's up?
- ewan.

42.bakit namimigay ng regalo si santa?
- hindi ko rin alam eh. mukha ba akong history major?

44.bkit malaki ang mata ng mga anime?
- frustration ng mga japs yun. pati na rin ako. i think they're fond of large eyes. they tend to see it as cute.

45. bakit tinawag na hello kitty si hello kitty?
- (coming from THAT person) kasi nagsimula si hello kitty as a pillow case
print. at first, her original name is good morning
kitty, but sanrio thought it was too long

46. bakit hindi na lang hi kitty?
- (again coming from THAT person) actually sanrio considered that, they just thought
hello kitty was better. besides, hi kitty sounded
dumb too
- (coming from me) actually it would sound more... freudian. that's it, freudian. hehe... :P

48. ano favorite mong color?
- red and blue

49. ano favorite mong tv show?
- naruto, at recently My 19-year-old sister-in-law sa GMA.

50. last question. ilan na ang naging cellphone
mo?
- isa.
- (coming from THAT person) yung sagot ko
sa question #'s 45 and 46 imbento ko lang, baka
isipin nyo i'm a big fan.

7:47 PM
No more lonely nights

ANOTHER SURVEY TO PASS THE TIME


1.Do you know anyone's friendster password?
** ala

2. Do you think your love life right now will last
long?
** have no love life, leave me alone

3. Are you an emo person?
** oh sure.

4. If you had one last breath to say something
to someone you love what would you say?
** haha wala kang mamamana mula sa akin haha ack ack cough cough

5. Do you believe in your boyfriend/gf?
** n/a

6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
** cnong friend?

7. What was the last thing you did?
** ate my dinner

8. Who is right next to you?
** di ko alam name nya

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
** my favorite auntie. sa bahay.

10. How many times has your page been
visited
** di ko ma-track eh.

11. How's the weather right now?
** a bit of a drizzle

12. Last person you called today?
** wala po.

13. Last person who called you?
** ala me phone.

14. Last song you sang?
** i can't remember. siguro yung hamtaro theme song.

15. Last time you danced?
** sa induction... whoohoo aira! :D

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
** i can lose most anything over something stupid, as long as i was taken by surprise.

17. drink?
** yeah.

18. Dumped someone off before?:
** ala ngang p(um)apatol sa akin eh

19. Been really depressed before?:
** not that much.

20. Faked being sick to miss school?:
** i succeeded once. but i don't feel like skipping school. (naks naman! hehe)

7:27 PM
No more lonely nights

31 BORING THINGS ABOUT ME


I had nothing to do, and it is rare when THAT person answers surveys, and so I answer the same survey.

1. YOUR HOROSCOPE?
LEO

2. SiNGLE OR TaKen?
single

3. iN LoVe?
i AM.

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
THAT person can never hurt me the more.

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
...i don't think anything can make me suicidal. I am a positive person, thank you very much.

6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
hello?

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
country

8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY?
THAT person is CUTE/idiot. but I am open to other types of people.

9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE
RELATiONSHiP WiTH
YOUR BF/GF?
not applicable.

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM:
ala pang cel.

11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THE
OPPOSiTE GENDER?
hindi.

12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU'RE
DEPRESSED
eat comfort food.

13. CHEERFUL OR BORiNG?
eh? depende kung sino.

14. DESCRiBE A PERFECT DATE?
hindi ko alam eh.

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS
WHY THE SKY iS BLUE?
i could go up to the Institute of Physics and ask them. Malapit lang naman sila sa Narra eh.

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
if you could call this feeling for THAT person love then my cup is full.

17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MiSTAKE AGAiN?
depends on impulse.

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HeLL?
i'm a nice person. or so I'd like to think.

19. WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN A PERSON
BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
anlabo naman ng tanong this.

20. GiVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES
WHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOw?
Anxious.

21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF? -
most of the time yes. ^_^

22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF??
accidentally. i remember once i sliced my finger chopping up carrots.

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
no. i can never hurt myself verbally.

24. MOTTO iN LiFE:
Le coeur ses raisons que la raison ne connâit point. (The heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing of.)

25.WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE:
world domination, baby.

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS ABOUT A
FRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
many times.

27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO?
none. i'd be too timid, you know.

28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANT
THiNGS iN YOUR LiFE?
fame least important. money... second most! hahaha

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG?
i recite things in my sleep, such as enumerating and elaborating the three factors of production, etc. ...

30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP? -
yes.

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP? 8 to 10 hours, even more if i feel lethargic.

7:06 PM
No more lonely nights

quarta-feira, novembro 23, 2005
AND SINCE I AM ANTI-BUSH ANYWAY...


(Got this one from the UJP e-groups. Haha.)

Conversation between Condolezza Rice and George Bush...

(We take you now to the Oval Office.)

George: Condi! Nice to see you. What's happening?

Condi: Sir, I have the report here about the new leader of China.

George: Great. Lay it on me.

Condi: Hu is the new leader of China.

George: That's what I want to know.

Condi: That's what I'm telling you.

George: That's what I'm asking you. Who is the new leader of China?

Condi: Yes.

George: I mean the fellow's name.

Condi: Hu.

George: The guy in China.

Condi: Hu.

George: The new leader of China.

Condi: Hu.

George: The Chinaman!

Condi: Hu is leading China.

George: Now whaddya' asking me for?

Condi: I'm telling you Hu is leading China.

George: Well, I'm asking you. Who is leading China?

Condi: That's the man's name.

George: That's who's name?

Condi: Yes.

George: Will you or will you not tell me the name of the new leader of China?

Condi: Yes, sir.

George: Yassir? Yassir Arafat is in China? I thought he was in the Middle East.

Condi: That's correct.

George: Then who is in China?

Condi: Yes, sir.

George: Yassir is in China?

Condi: No, sir.

George: Then who is?

Condi: Yes, sir.

George: Yassir?

Condi: No, sir.

George: Look, Condi. I need to know the name of the new leader of China.

Get me the Secretary General of the U.N. on the phone.

Condi: Kofi?

George: No, thanks.

Condi: You want Kofi?

George: No.

Condi: You don't want Kofi.

George: No. But now that you mention it, I could use a glass of milk. And then get me the U.N.

Condi: Yes, sir.

George: Not Yassir! The guy at the U.N.

Condi: Kofi?

George: Milk! Will you please make the call?

Condi: And call who?

George: Who is the guy at the U.N?

Condi: Hu is the guy in China.

George: Will you stay out of China?!

Condi: Yes, sir.

George: And stay out of the Middle East! Just get me the guy at the U.N.

Condi: Kofi.

George: All right! With cream and two sugars. Now get on the phone.

(Condi picks up the phone.)

Condi: Rice, here.

George: Rice? Good idea. And a couple of egg rolls, too. Maybe we should send some to the guy in China. And the Middle East. Can you get Chinese food in the Middle East?

8:40 PM
No more lonely nights

ROBBER, ROBBER





A batch of recently printed hundred-peso bills made its way into the hands of the Filipino masses. The notes misspelled the President's name, so that it read "Gloria Macapagal-Arrovo".

Haha. Right on. At least for some comic relief resbak the people have waited only so long for something like this. A hundred-peso bill misspelled. Critics say it sounds like the Spanish root word for robber, "robo". And it sounds like the Japanese term for robber, "dorobo". Haha. Right on.

Reminds me of a joke one time in which Imelda was reportedly speaking to the Japanese public. In an effort to relate to the r-tounged audience, she said a very impassionate line, "I rove tha Firipino pipor! I rove tha Firipins!"

So much for robbers. So much for hearing Japanese.

8:20 PM
No more lonely nights

E-LIFE REHASH


And so I am rehashing my e-life. Mostly prepared my blog and Friendster profile in anticipation of the okrays from the UJP people. I suddenly didn't know what to do. I started inviting members of the org, and then suddenly I found myself trying to prettify my e-turf. Oh well. If you happen to be on Friendster while browsing at this, add me: vagrant_gospel@yahoo.co.jp

till here for now. until I have the time (and most importantly the money) to splurge, I'll be in a hiatus. ^_^sam

7:31 PM
No more lonely nights

sexta-feira, novembro 18, 2005
TO BUDDY GLADDYS 7


Ay, buddy, sino naman yung nang-isnab sa iyo? Sabihin mo't gagawan natin ng solusyon 'yan. Hehehe. :D

3:03 PM
No more lonely nights

100 THINGS RIP-OFF


I have copied the questionnaire from Dana's Xanga blogsite, and it reminds me of the days I used to blog on Xanga. I miss those days... NOT. :P

100 THINGS....
1* First grade teacher's name: Dolores Lintag. How's THAT for memory? :D
2* Last word you said?: po.
3* Last song you sang: Wind by Akeboshi
4* Last person you hugged: Mom.
5* Last thing you laughed at: A Dose of Pain-Killer by Mark Twain.
6* Last time you said I don't remember: Minutes ago.
7* Last time you cried: At the sermon in church two weeks ago.

(DANA BAKIT WALANG 8?)

*PRESENTLY*
9* What color socks are you wearing: I wear only white socks. How's THAT for uninteresting?
10* What's under your bed: My shoes and some trash.
11* What time did you wake up today: 9:30 in the morning. I love the days of not hurrying.
12* Current taste: jologs.
13* Current hair: Unkempt, unminded, uncombed.
15* Current annoyance: The lack of Yahoo Messenger in the Math department. WIll take some time to be re-installed.



16* Current longing: CDs of Air Supply and Reo Speedwagon and The Carpenters and ABBA...
17* Current desktop background: At the SA's PC in the Math department, an iceberg view. I love their lonely feel.
18* Current worry: Where to obtain funding. My debts are piling up.
19* Current hate: The lack of funding.
20* Current favorite article of clothing: My underwear.
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: The eyes.
22* Last CD that you listened to: A pirated CD of some really good tunes.
23* Favorite place to be: At home.
24* Least favorite place: At home.
25* Time you wake up in the morning: 6:00 in the morning.
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: The church organ. No seriously. I play church music at times. And then I wish to play the guitar and the violin. ^_^
27* Favorite color: blue and red.
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: No.
29* How tall are you: 5 feet x inches, where x is a number between zero and eleven.
30* Current favorite word/saying: Oh goodness...
31* Favorite book: The Elements of Style by Will Strunk and E. B. White.
32* Favorite season: I HATE the rainy season.
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: My father.

(DANA BAKIT WALANG 34?)

*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for college?: I actually wanted to enter the College of Pharmacy in UP Manila. But no thanks, I'm here already.
36* What is your career going to be like: I'm going to be a weirdo and be rich at the same time.
37* How many kids do you want: Eight, with the latter four far apart.

(DANA BAKIT WALANG 38?)

*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: This is a trick question, you know. Imagine combining two propositions in one sentence. I could be accused of impetus becuase of this.
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: No. The family cats and I are in felicitous spirits.

(For #s 41 to 46 the answer is a big resounding NO.)
41* Been to New York?:
42* Been to Florida:
43* Been to California:
44* Been to Paris:
45* Been to Australia:
46* Been to China:


(DANA BAKIT WALANG 47?)
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: My dreams are usually fantastic. They cannot happen in real life.

(DANA BAKIT WALANG 49 hanggang 51?)
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone: Why, yes.
53* What book are you reading now? The Interpretation of Dreams by Sigmund Freud.
54* Worst feeling in the world: Fear
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: Oh goodness what time is it already?
56* How many rings before you answer: Three at the least.
57* Future daughter's name: Naru, maybe. Or Rumiko perhaps?
58* Future son's name: I will name them (X)ro, where X is the order of birth.
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: All I have on my bed are sheets and a pillow.
60* If you could have any job you wanted what would it be?: World domination, baby...
61* Wish were here: THAT person.
62* College plans: I plan on taking up subjects that are not in the curriculum even if Sir Arao objects like crazed.
63* Piercings: None. I am needlephobic, you see.
64* Do you do drugs: 3,7-dihydro-1,3,7-trimethyl-1H-purine-2,6-dione works just fine. I have around three doses of this in a day, even more when I'm cramming.
65* Do you drink: Merlot and Cabernet Sauvignon. Have to try Shiraz yet.
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: Rejoice Rich, the bless'd brand that is most sympathetic with me.
68* What are you most scared of: Public Humiliation.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: The clothes that I used for the day. I ususally come home to Narra tired enough to fall dead asleep on my bed.
70* Who is the last person that called you: I have no CP at the moment.
71* Where do you want to get married: I'm a traditionalist, thank you very much.
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: My aura of dismality. Goodness it turns people off!
73* Who do you really hate: I'd rather keep them to myself, thank you very much.
74* Been In Love: Never actually. I consider myself as falling in love when I am able to sacrifice something. As of now I haven't given anything yet. But I am infatuated, yes.
75* Are you timely or always late: Always late, but that is about to change.
76* Do you have a job: As a student assistant in the Math department.
77* Do you like being around people: Generally no. But I have to socialize, and when I do, I tell myself, "Just enjoy it." I believe in living in the moment.
78* Best feeling in the world: A chocolate high.
79* Are you for world peace: No. I'm for world domination, baby.
80* Are you a health freak: Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda, but No.


81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: Quiet types. The types you don't think will one day suddenly burst into a psycho fit.
82* Do you want someone you don't have?: Have always wanted, only the people change. (Music in the background: ....saaaaana, kapalaran ko ay magbagooooohhh...
83* Are you lonely right now: Nah. I have my studies to keep me from thinking I'm lonely. And even if there were no studies the Playstation is a valid alternative.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: Nah. I believe in spoiling nephews and nieces anyway.
85* Do you want to get married: Course I do.
86* Do you want kids?: Hey, is this a filler question?

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU*
87* Cried: No
88* Bought Something: Yes. Food.
89* Gotten Sick: No
90* Sang: Yah.
91* Said I Love You: No.
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Yes.
93* Met Someone: yes.
94* Moved On: Yes
95* Talked To Someone: Yes.
96* Had A Serious Talk: Yes. About money and my ohgoodnessnotsopretty spendthrift habits.
97* Missed Someone: Yes
98* Hugged Someone: No.
99* Yelled at Someone: Yes
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: . . . why does it have to be like this?

2:40 PM
No more lonely nights

quinta-feira, novembro 17, 2005
GALING KAY ATE MARIEL...


1. ARE YOU OVER 18?
-=- yes

2. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE OPENING
DIS
POSTED- BULLETIN?
-=- replied to the invitation to join the Journ 102 MWX Yahoo e-groups

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST
NIGHT?
-=- no.

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT
THIS
MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
-=- ay shet, ano'ng oras na?

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR
BEDSIDE?
-=- My copies of The Asian Wall Street Journal. They're a new addiction...

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEALS?
-=- if ever I do it's because I'm not hungry.

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
-=- fried. ooooh....

8.WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE ?
-=- i actually don't know. if someone can tell me i'd appreciate it very much, you know...

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
-=- sometimes.

10. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
-=- the UJP tambayan, the math department. the latter has internet access kase, eh...

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
-=- my journals, a pilot ballpen, and... playstation. :D

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL DO IF GIVEN
1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
-=- i-pod na ito!

13. FAVORITE SONGS WHEN YOU'RE
SLEEPY?
-=- jazz. motown na rin siguro...

14.WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
-=- hell and high water.

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
-=- taker.

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
-=- sam, li to the UPCB bros.

17. IF YOU WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY,
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
-=- i'd first go to the college of social sciences and philosophy and give arnica cadorna a good thrashing. the same for lourdes 'bulldog' portus. then my math 53 instructor michael gutierrez, then, then, then...

18. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND &
COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE
REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
-=- yang chow fried rice. ahem...

19. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
-=- the ads of the 19th Philippine Ad Congress.

20.IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, WHAT
WILL YOU DO?
-=- ditto ate mariel: I'll act as if i'll die tomorrow, of course.

21. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
-=- my journals.

22. YOUR EYE COLOR?
-=- black

23. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS
BRING?
-=- my good morning towel. and a bottle of hydration.

24. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN
YOU
WERE A KID?
-=- goodness. i don't think i had a dream when i was a kid other than to be rich. wahahahaha....


25.WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN
THE
CLOCK STRIKES 7 AM?
-=- i'm usually at my J 100 class in M 209 by then.

26. THE COLOR OF YOUR BAG?
-=- green

27. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
-=- someone who can make me rich.

28. HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
-=- masaya naman....ok lng...^_^

4:02 PM
No more lonely nights

terça-feira, novembro 15, 2005
KATT AND THE UNEXPECTED


Katt, the one person in UJP-UP that I managed to murder the respective full name, the one who lashed out tongues of fury at not having heard the final 'a' sound, the one person I never thought would have the same twisted musicology as mine.

Wha? Goodness I thought before she was a year older than me, but now I know better than to use the appellate 'ate/kuya' as indiscriminately as I would toss out party favors. The UJP members before our batch got inducted are third years and above, with the exception of Jam. Now Jam is no longer the youngest. Now Katt (and ev'ryone else for that matter) is a legal 'nakatatanda'. Though not for me, they are not.

Hmmmm.... But let me get to something. I really AM a fan of 80s music. I got introduced to it by the local FM radio stations, and the musings of the then juvenile Jessica Zafra (she once LOVED Reo, and sang of its praises, but that was when she was in high school). And now it intensified with the technology and piracy I could only wish for. Haha. I listen occasionally to Police and Sting. ^_^Though a tight wallet only allows me tight access to their songs. I hope to add some more of their songs to my collection if I get to handle a (large) sum of money. I'm currently looking for (of course pirated) CDs of Reo Speedwagon, and Air Supply too. If you can find one, tell me! :D

Here for now! ^.-

Pahabol: Tinanggal ko na ang ate. Ate ka na nga, pero hindi relative sa akin. Heh.

10:32 AM
No more lonely nights

quarta-feira, novembro 09, 2005
FIRST DAY OF CLASSES, 2ND SEM AY '05-'06


Listening To: The Essential Reo



Okay. I learned something new today, though there's something nagging at me that it was already a cliché. The new thing can be summed up in a line from the song "Life Goes On" by Leann Rimes: Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice...

I got up early Tuesday to strike the final straightening blow to my already awry schedule. I went to the College of The Gathering (aka MassComm) after a meal at the Papercup in SC. I remember Papercup was the place where we had lunch just before the induction. (Hi Batch Alitaptap! ^_^)

The House of Letters (aka the Journ department) was still closed. Ohdearsweetlordwhyisateraquelnothereasofthismoment? I had to keep my composure intact. I waited. And waited. And waited. Until Ate Raquel came, and Hallelujah!

The Form 5As had not yet arrived, she said. Typical, I thought, for nothing is ever early in this bureaucracy. So I waited some more. It was a good thing the department's airconditioning units were already on, and compared to the helter-swelter of the corridor, this was far more comfy.

Then Ate Raquel told me the bad news: I failed to keep up with the retention policy of the Journalism program, and therefore had to be put under probation. Ohdearsweetlordwhydoesladylambinodothistojournmajorssuchasme? I could only be so anxious. I kept asking Ate Raquel whowhatwhenwherewhyhow I could find salvation. She said no problem, if I get my Journ grades's average above 2.25 I would get my ass offa tha probation. Though I would have to face the Orc Lord (aka College Secretary Lourdes Portus) two times this enrollment period. Oh no, no.

I had no choice. I had to wait in line for my turn, missing a slot in five of the remaining Comm 140 slots of the class of Alfonso Deza. Sigh...

(details of the gruesome Orc Lord encounter omitted due to censure by the higher being within Sam)

And I had the Form 5A already. There was Eka, and then there were Sir Arao, and Sir Teodoro. Eka told me to go with Sir Arao. I entered his cubicle. I showed him my probation form. And then I asked for pre-advice.

"Okay, ba't nagkaganito ang Journ 101 mo?"

"Um, dahil po sa l----------"

"Ano?"

"Dahil po sa meron akong di naipasa..."

"At ano naman yun?"

"Yung layout assignment po."

"At bakit hindi mo naman naipasa? Palagi ka bang absent?"

"Um, hindi po ako nakapasok nung in-announce yan."

"At wala kang ginawa para malaman yun?"


Felt spineless. "Wala po."

"Okay, so eighteen units ka lang ngayon."


I was crestfallen. And who would not? If one was hoping to take 21 units one would bear the weight of the earth upon his shoulders upon hearing such a verdict. Oh well, better not complain. There's still summer...

I then enlisted in Comm 140, and waited for the next day for PI 100 enlistment.


Okay, so here is my schedule for this sem, all 18 units of it:

Mundae
07:00a - 08:30a J 100
08:30a - 10:00a Break
10:00a - 11:00a Econ 100.1
11:00a - 11:30a Break
11:30a - 01:00p Kas 1
01:00p - 04:00p J 102
04:00p - 05:30p Break
05:30p - 07:00p PI 100

Winsdae
01:00p - 04:00p Comm 140

Thersdae
07:00a - 08:30a J 100
08:30a - 10:00a Break
10:00a - 11:00a Econ 100.1
11:00a - 11:30a Break
11:30a - 01:00p Kas 1
01:00p - 02:00p Econ 100.1
02:00p - 05:30p Break
05:30p - 07:00p PI 100

Ain't that nice? ^_^

Till here for now! ^_^~sam

5:35 PM
No more lonely nights

segunda-feira, novembro 07, 2005
NOVEMBER 7


So how was November 7 for me? It was dull, dreary, and... oh never mind.

The main point of this worthless post is that one can pick a random day, and it will be dull and dreary. Period. ^_^~sam

Postscript: Bundle up, people. December is near. It would be nicer if you had someone to cuddle. :D

5:23 PM
No more lonely nights

M. KAKUTA      



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Am the Head of the Department of Poisons and Antidotes of the College of Substances, also doubling as the chief of the Apothecary for the Department of the National Defense. Ahem.

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