IGNORANCE WHEN IT DOESN'T.
quarta-feira, março 29, 2006
YOU. YEAH, YOU.
Do you know the feeling when (at least for me, sometimes) life deals you the ugliest hand of cards you've ever seen? You shuffle your feet, look for something that could possibly resemble a full house, or even just a three of a kind, when against all chance and luck and probability you get nothing but singles! And you rack your brain for the best that you can do with your situation, and silently pray that others have been dealt a hand uglier than yours. Ah, but what could be uglier than a hand full of singles? Life certainly is unfair. You've piled up a nice neat sum of chips, and you know that it's yours, and it will still accumulate as the game progresses, but a masterly stroke of the dealer's hand, and bang! You're dead meat!
And that just happened to me. The Tomo-Kai people gave up on me in the deliberations. They swept away with just one decision all that I worked so hard to accumulate. They made me lean on an esperanza falsa. And I'm certain it's because of my unpleasant character that they decided to strike me out from the application process. I know that I've done well in the activities, else I'd not have passed the informal interview. I know that my creed is in sync with theirs, else I'd not have passed the formal interview. But to strike me out when deliberation time came... only my character could have been the reason. I know I'm a very much unpleasant person to be with. I've studied my behavior in the past. But I don't know what the source of unpleasantries in me is. No one will ever tell me. People are too polite to tell me anything. I don't know what to change in me. And because of that I cannot change my character.
And now I can't go to the induction. Funny. Life deals you the ugliest hand of cards when you least expect it. Do you know the feeling?
11:17 PM
No more lonely nights
terça-feira, março 28, 2006
SOME PHOTOS I'D LIKE TO KEEP HIDDEN FROM YOU, BUT
These were taken from Tomo-Kai's Challenge Week, also known as 'Hell Week'.
From left to right: Me, Micchan, Er, and Kamille
From left to right: Me, Sistah Koneko-chan, and Edrick
Well, there are some things you'd like to share. And some you don't, but do so in the interest of blogging. Ja ne!
1:07 PM
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*THROWS HANDS UP*
Okay. That's it. I'm giving up on most of my subjects for this semester. I've learned a lesson, and I've learned it the painful way. This sem I've did a lot of crappy things when it came to my academics, and NEVER AGAIN! am I doing an encore. I've force-dropped J 100. I'm sure I'll fail in at least two subjects, and I've given up on the third. This has become so grandiose a distraction this semester, and I'm never letting myself get distracted again. *whew* I'm changing my schedule radically next semester, thank you very much.
12:54 PM
No more lonely nights
YOU
THE CARPENTERS
You are the one who makes me happy
When everything else turns to grey
Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings
And sends me out into the day
You are the crowd that sits quiet
Listening to me
And all the mad sense that i make
You are one of the few things worth remembering
And since it's all true
How could anyone mean more to me than you
Sorry if sometimes i look past you
There's no one beyond your eyes
Inside my head wheels are turning
Hey, sometimes im not so wise
You are my heart and my soul my inspiration
Just like the old love song goes
You are one of the few things worth remembering
And since it's all true
How could anyone mean more to me than you
12:51 PM
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segunda-feira, março 27, 2006
ANOTHER EARNEST POST TO JAM
*tenderly multiply*
I'm very much regretting that I can't come with you for reasons that are pure happenstance. I hope you understand. Circumstances permitting, UP Tomo-Kai will add me to its roster of members come APRIL 1-2. And yes, I really want to come, because it's the induction of Alitaptap Batch 2. Mga batchmates na nga lang yung matitirang iiinduct, wala pa ako dun para sumuporta, 'di ba?. But I really can't. I myself have an induction to go to. And I will be the one in blindfolds (and once more, thank you very much).
So there. Hoping for your kind consideration.
2:48 PM
No more lonely nights
quinta-feira, março 23, 2006
AND SO TENDERLY MULTIPLIES
In a translation of Benedict Anderson(by far the most unintelligible author I've read) of a part of Rizal's Noli Me Tangere, he has a line that says the poor of Manila 'so tenderly multiplies'. And I have a pretty good idea of what it applies to in my time.
And yup, those are the below class E economic rating. And yup, you do realize how they tenderly multiply everyday, all because of Arroyo's f*cking policies. Ooops, sorry. I can't help it. I just have to swear whenever Arroyo comes into the discussion. She clings to her post like a barnacle barnacles at the bottom of a neglected ship. And f*ck her, she's damn good at it. And while she's playing her damn stupid game, the masses *tenderly multiply.*
Arrrgh.
10:36 PM
No more lonely nights
DON'T DREAM IT'S OVER
CROWDED HOUSE
There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the T.V. page
Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
Don't ever let them win
*________________________________________
This was the song I sang at the induction of our batch (of course, Alitaptap! mishu guys!) at Antipolo last sem. Of course I am in Journalism, and my future career leaves me with only two options: to go against the flow, or to go with it. The former was proved a fatal choice by history only so many times. I still do not stop dreaming of a time where power is not everything, and when negative media is at least tolerated, if not welcomed. That time is a time where politicians do not make journalists dream that it's over. I have moved on to a new phase in my life where I have seriously considered Journalism as my career. And I still do not dream it's over. At least not yet. I will see where those damn politicians will take me...
9:52 PM
No more lonely nights
SOMETHING FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT
I usually don't place anything here that I didn't write myself, save for song lyrics and very much noteworthy ones. And here's a noteworthy one. It should apply to me. Not necessarily for you, my dear readers, as you are worth more of a mortal than I am. But read anyway for a better mortal that is you(if you, of course, apply this):
THE SEVEN C'S OF SUCCESS by Chris Widener
Get ready to sail the Seven C's - the Seven C's of Success that is. Learn to navigate your ship of destiny in these seven "C's" if you want to be a total success. Here they are, in alphabetical order:
1. Caring - I believe that to be a true success in this world we must have a bigger vision than simply accomplishing a goal for ourselves or simply lining our own pockets. I believe that successful people have a deep caring for others. Yes, they are aggressive, but they are not aggressive to the point that they run roughshod over others.
Question: What is your care factor? Have you placed people in their proper place, as people worthy of dignity, respect, and proper treatment? Or have you begun to treat others as a means to an end for yourself?
2. Character - Becoming a success is more than increasing the digits in your bank account. In fact, I believe ANYONE can increase his or her bank account with a simple plan. Financial development is the easy part. Character development is the hard part, letting each and every experience shape and mold us as we experience them, always moving toward our goal and never allowing negative circumstances to destroy us but make us better people. This is what true success is about!
Question: How is your character? Are you becoming a better person with each passing experience? Are you becoming a rock of wisdom and experience, deepening your foundation of character?
3. Choice - Eisenhower reminded us that our histories are written by choice, not by chance. Every movement you make toward your ultimate success and destiny will be because you choose to move toward it. The actions that you choose, each and every day will add up, over the long-term, to your final destination. The power we have as humans to choose is one of the greatest gifts known to mankind.
Question: Do you choose success with each and every choice you make? Each choice you make either moves you toward your goal or away from it. Which do you choose?
4. Concentration - Often those who fail do so because they lose their concentration. Something else comes along and becomes their newfound fancy. They move from whim to whim, tossed to and fro by the strong blowing winds. The successful person however, stands firm, with their eyes transfixed on the goal. One of my favorite posters as a boy was of George Brett of the Kansas City Royals Baseball Team. The picture was
taken just as the bat was hitting the ball. Where were George's eyes? Straight down the barrel of the bat, looking at the point where the ball and bat came together. Now that is concentration!
Question: How is your concentration? Do you stick to your goal and focus firmly on it, or do you let your mind and heart wander from whim to whim? ___________________________________________
"Ultimately the people who win, who achieve victory in Life are the people who are committed to it. They outlast everybody else. Because quite frankly all success in business, all success in relationships, all success in life comes at the end of the road of commitment!" -- Chris Widener (excerpted from Secrets of Influence)
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5. Confidence - Success comes to those who have the confidence to try, and more than that, the confidence to win. Confidence is something that you can grow in your mind and heart. Each passing victory that you achieve builds more and more confidence in you to draw from the next time you go to fight another battle on your journey to success. Do what you can to build confidence inside of yourself so you will be able to dip deeply into that well when you need it!
Question: How is your confidence? Do you believe that you can achieve what you conceive? Are you winning victories that you can then draw on later?
6. Consistency - People who become a success realize that to a great degree, success is a formula. At the very least it is sticking to doing the right things for a long enough period of time for them to create their destiny. This is consistency. They consistently do the things that will bring them their success. Tiger Woods hits hundreds of practice balls each and every day. He doesn't do 100 one day, then two days off, then 500 balls, then a day off, then 300 balls, then three days off. No, he knows the power of consistency and has achieved a level of success that that consistency formulated for him.
Question: How is your consistency? Are you consistent? Are you doing the things you need to do each and every day that will bring your goal to you?
7. Courage - Successful people are brave people. They know that even success has its challenges, yet they face them head on and move forward anyway. No mountain is too high, nor river too wide, nor foe too large for the person who will choose to live out their dreams! They are courageous people who continue on even when others have quit. And for that they receive their reward!
Question: How about you? Are you courageous? Are you willing to face the obstacles and move forward in spite of the fear that may try to well up within you? Be courageous and you will succeed!
9:44 PM
No more lonely nights
quarta-feira, março 22, 2006
THAT'S ALL I ASK OF YOUUUUUU......
Well hello! I reckon if you are reading this thoroughly, you personally know me and have time to spare. Is it so much for me to ask something as little as a minute of your time? Please think of me for a moment. (I see that silly grin on your face! Heehee!) Then please click!
My Interactive Johari Window
And also click this!
My Interactive Nohari Window
It's okay, I can take criticisms. After all, if I do not know what people think of me I'll be unable to improve myself. So please, take a moment, and THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ^_^ I very much appreciate it! ^_^
4:56 PM
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ALONE
HEART
I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won’t end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don’t know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don’t know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
4:35 PM
No more lonely nights
JUST FELT LIKE SHARING SOMETHING. YEAH.
There were times when I fooled around with Adobe Photoshop on Datu's PC, and out of sheer desperate itching for something to do I fantasized myself as a National Geographic Reporter. And yes, there are times I have these grandiose illusions of myself(now what was that psych term when I need it?). After all, I'm only human. And so when I finally came to myself I realized what a nice product I've made. And lookie!
Click here to be directed to the larger picture.
Heehee. :D
3:43 PM
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THEM IRO WANTED TO STAY AS NIJIIRO
Then there were thirteen of us left of the applicants of UP Tomo-Kai this semester, from the eighteen that wanted to stay. Circumstances forced out the other five, some bad, some good. I dedicate this post to those that wanted to remain but became victims of circumstance.
Ate Joey really wanted to stay, but due to some words found in her blog that were deemed offensive by the members and the alumni, she had no choice but to forfeit the application process. I should have cauntioned her earlier. Of course it's her blog and one can place anything he/she wants in her blog, but we should be aware that other people also read what we publish. I still am for Ate Joey, of course. The issue should not have been overblown, and the offensive line asked removed from her posts.
Triksi really wanted to stay, but she had some difficulties with her Kas 1. And so, prioritizing first her studies(which should be SOP for all of us in the University), she dropped out.
Japo had to drop out because she was running for Philo Representative post. End of story.
Yana also wanted to, but she had many other things to do. At such a young age, she was given so much responsibilities in her home. That is why I disagree with our batch head. She can, and she really can, but only if she turns her back on her family and if she is heartless she will. I really wanted to tell Yana something to cheer her up, and to encourage her to do apply next semester.
Yasune wanted to, but he cannot handle the pressure of the application period. Of course he is immature. I can understand how he feels. I also am an immature person; and only people who are not empathetic cannot understand how Yasune feels. Then there's the pressure of him trying to get good grades. The organization itself emphasizes the need to prioritize studies before the application. There.
To all you left behind, the next time we meet, I'll support you all and be kind to you if ever you apply again. Of course, guaranteed that I'll be there next sem, either as a member or as a re-applicant. ^__^ I love you people! ^_^
3:02 PM
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AN EARNEST POST TO DEAREST JAM
I'm very sorry. There might be some changes in my schedule. I have fallback plans at every step. I have been cursed by the ancients with the (bad) luck of getting all the wrong timeslots when it comes to CRS. My mind also is very much volatile. So I cannot guarantee that I can even wait for Ma'am Chua. I'm very much sorry, Jammie dear. I hope you understand. Alam ko naman magiging magkaklase tayo sa isang class next sem e. So peace, and I'll see you probably next semester. :D
2:01 PM
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segunda-feira, março 20, 2006
DISPARAGIA 4
And in my despair over myself I have placed the following subjects on my Summer Pre-enlistment. A word before you even gloss over its contents and react violently: I know that in the BA Journ curriculum Language subjects are not allowed. But I will insist. It will not matter:
PE 2 TN W7 () MTWThF 4:00p-5:30p lec/lab TENNIS CRT
Hapon 10 X4-1 3 MTWThF 1:00p-3:00p lec/dsc PH 428-426
Hapon 10 X4-2 3 MTWThF 1:00p-3:00p lec/dsc PH 430
Intsik 10 X1 3 MTWThF 7:00a-9:00a lec/dsc PH 430
Fil 40 X2-A 3 MTWThF 9:00a-11:00a lec/dsc CAL 408
So there. Whew.
9:36 PM
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ADIA
Sarah McLachlan
Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
Don’t you know I tried so hard
To love you in my way
It’s easy let it go...
Adia I’m empty since you left me
Trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
To see where we went wrong
’cause there’s no one left to finger
There’s no one here to blame
There’s no one left to talk to, honey
And there ain’t no one to buy our innocence
’cause we are born innocent
Believe me adia, we are still innocent
It’s easy, we all falter
Does it matter?
Adia I thought that we could make it
But I know I can’t change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
A friend who won’t betray
I'd pull you from your tower
I'd take away your pain
And show you all the beauty you possess
If you’d only let yourself believe that
We are born innocent
Believe me adia, we are still innocent
It’s easy, we all falter, does it matter?
Believe me adia, we are still innocent
’cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still innocent
It’s easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?
9:21 PM
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THE PARETO PRINCIPLE
And efficiency is the point when you can make something when you cannot sacrifice even a smallest amount of something other. This is the Pareto principle.
Honestly I feel that I have not yet reached the Pareto definition of efficiency. One, for example, I can accomplish so much more without sacrificing any of what I do right now. I still have so much more time on my hands, but they all spirit away into the ether like sucked by a vortex because of time (mis)management and my being easily distracted. I quickly lose focus of what I do, and set all the wrong priorities when I should be doing something more productive.
Why is this? I think I tend to be an escapist. Oh shoot. That term. I always hated that term. Until I realized it held true for me.
But let me reorganize my life. Come next sem mayhaps I can be Pareto efficient. :D
7:52 PM
No more lonely nights
quarta-feira, março 15, 2006
FOR MORE NERDINESS
Have already seen on the CRS most of the subjects I want to take next semester, assuming they still accept me after a probationary thingy. Here they are:
J 151 TFR TF 8:30a-10:00a lec/dsc M 203 JAZMINES, MA. THERESA
J 152 TFU TF 10:00a-11:30a lec/dsc M 203 JAZMINES, MA. THERESA
J 192 TFW TF 1:00p-2:30p lec/dsc M 209 TEODORO, LUIS, JR.
J 103 TFX TF 2:30p-4:00p lec/dsc M 209 TEODORO, LUIS, JR.
Comm 120 SRU S 9:00a-12:00p lec M 203 KHAN, RAFAEL HANNIBAL
Comm 141 WWX2 W 1:00p-4:00p lec B5 PAGLINAUAN, ELLEN
Comm Res 101 MRU M 8:30a-11:30a lec A 201 TBA
Note: This is NOT the final list of the subjects I wanna take next semester. But am fishing, thank you very much. :D
3:51 PM
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segunda-feira, março 13, 2006
JUST FOR ARCHIVES
Kakuta, Masakatsu G.
2003-15415 BA Journalism
Concept Paper PI 100
Si Rizal at ang Rebolusyon bilang Case Study ng mga Teorya ni F. Tönnies
Para sa aking term paper ang nais kong talakayin ay ang mga konsepto ng Gemeinschaft at Gesellschaft. Pagdurugtungin ko ang mga konseptong ito sa pagtatalaga ni Rizal sa kanyang kaisipan ng kung ano ang Pilipinas bilang isang nasyon, o sa turing ni Benedict Anderson, bilang isang “Imagined Community.” Hindi na rito idadamay ang mga tinalakay na sa aklat ni Anderson na “Imagined Communities” sapagkat ang pagtalakay sa dalawang konseptong nabanggit sa pagliliwanag ng obra ni Anderson ay nangangailangan ng matinding pananaliksik, at ang kakapusan ng panahon ay hindi makapapayag na tapusin ang term paper sa loob ng dalawang lingo o kulang pa.
Ang sosyolohikong Aleman na si Ferdinand Tönnies ay namuhay na humigit-kumulang kasabay ni Rizal. Ang kanyang aklat ng teorya na “Gemeinschaft und Gesellschaft” ay unang inilathala noong 1887, sa panahong masigla ang kilusang intelektwal sa Europa at sa panahong ang mga bansang Europeo ay nasa proseso pa lamang ng pagkamulat sa kamalayang nasyonal. Ang mga bansang Europeo rin ay nasa isang proseso ng teoretikal at aktwal na pamumuo-pagwasak (halimbawa’y ang dinastiyang Habsburg at ang mga nagkakaisang tribo na sumali sa Unyong Prussia). Si Rizal na isang masugid na tagasubaybay ng mga eksenang political sa Europa at isa ring produkto ng mga kilusang intelektwal doon, ay hindi malayong naging konektado kay Tönnies. Maaaring si Tönnies ay nakaimpluwensiya kay Rizal, o maaaring si Rizal ay naging case study ni Tönnies. Ngunit kilala man nila ang isa’t isa o hindi, mapapansin na may koneksyon ang kanilang mga produktong pangkaisipan, at nilalayon ng aking term paper ang tuklasin ang aktuwal na pagkakapareho (na mapupunta sa aplikasyon) ng kanilang mga ideya.
Hindi naman magkahawig ang pagtrato ng term paper sa dalawang taong ito. Kailangang maunawaan na si Tönnies ay isang teoretiko, at ang kanyang mga kasulatan karamihan ay ukol sa teorya. Si Rizal naman ay noong mga panahong iyon pinagtutuunan ng pansin ng himagsikang Pilipino at ang paggamit ng kanyang mga nalalaman sa ikasusulong ng rebolusyon. Magkaiba ang dimensyong ginagalawan nina Tönnies at Rizal, ngunit ang kanilang mga ideya ay hindi malayong paghambingin, at iyon nga ang layon ng term paper.
11:00 AM
No more lonely nights
quarta-feira, março 08, 2006
INDULGENCE
Then there are some things that I'd rather forget in a brief moment's encounter with one of my favorite addictions, the internet. Indulgence sets in and ruins much of what I really had in mind: research, e-mail, some friendster maybe, and then I'm off to print that report.
But sometimes (erm, well, you see, it's just really SOMETIMES. case closed.) I wander off, what with me being an easily distractible person. I'll tell you something. Sometimes I get so distracted I become a member of an organization by accident! Hee, hee. I confess someone distracted me into joining the Union of Journalists of the Philippines-UP Diliman. Hee, hee. It was not in my original plan to join an org, but sometimes I see something new, and then I tell myself, "Oh, what the hell. I guess there's no harm in trying to see what's inside, hee, hee." And here I am, getting distracted by another org: the UP Tomo-Kai. I am trying to see where this distraction will lead me. I have resigned to a life without a clear-cut path for me. I have resigned to my being distractible. Indulgence is the name of my game, and when I get to what I consider my threshhold, I... let's see. I might even get a trip to Japan. Just who knows? Hee, hee. :D
11:03 AM
No more lonely nights
SUCH IRONY
You are Strength.
Like its ruling sign Leo, this is a card of courage
and energy. It represents both the Lion's
hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's
steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is
unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some
cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others
she shuts it. Either way, she proves that
inner strength is more powerful than raw
physical strength. That forces can be
controlled and used to score a victory is
very close to the message of the Chariot,
which might be why, in some decks, it is
Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength.
This card assures the Querent that they can
control not only the situation, but
themselves. It is a card about anger and
impulse management, about creative answers,
leadership and maintaining one's personal
honor. It can also stand for a steadfast
friend.
What Tarot Card are You?
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10:51 AM
No more lonely nights
OOOH, YOU PERV...
Just when I was finally being rehabilitated back to sanity (and eventually the light the wisdom the limbo the nirvana the bodhisattvas had forestalled), you come into my dreams naked save for an apple in your hand. Why do you have to appear in my nocturnal phantasies? Now I am back to my old self again. :D
Not to say I didn't enjoy you last night, though.
10:38 AM
No more lonely nights
LSS: DENNIS TRILLO
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)
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Aaaaaargh. I HATE Kotex. Why'd they have to desecrate a favorite song from a favorite singing group of mine? Why don't they have the profanity to blaspheme someone else's song (for example, Sandwich's, or Pilita Corrales', or Ja Rule's, or Ashlee Simpson's)? WHY'D THEY HAVE TO TOUCH THAT SONG????
They've incurred the wrath of Masakatsu Kakuta. And Masakatsu Kakuta's not gonna cut them no slack. They'll get a taste of THIS! (And does some exhibitionist fantastic magic power thingy.)
1:14 AM
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terça-feira, março 07, 2006
AND THEM UJP EXECOMM PEOPLE WERE DECLARED...
And so this day is a haggard day. I'm glad I got through, with a little help from my batchmates.
Today the officers of the Union were elected. Canvassed, the results looked very much predictable, save for one:
Chair -- Kathryn Röja Raymundo
Vice-Chair -- Glenn Perez
Sec Comm -- Annie Jane de Roxas
Fin Comm -- Rey Santos
IP Comm -- JOHANNA CAMILLE SISANTE (I prefer OUST, pero mas maganda pakinggan Sisante, eh. :D)
Mem Comm -- Rowena Caronan
Educ Comm --
Now here's something problematic. Marlon Borreo and Jake Soriano tied. Ano ba yan, dalawa na nga lang yung tumatakbo tie pa! Jam said they're gonna hold some special elections for them. I wish though that Marlon will win, even though I voted for Jake-kun...
Anyway, congratulations, dahlings. May you field further the ideas of the Union. :D
8:12 PM
No more lonely nights
AM CONCERNED
Hoy Glads, SPARE THE YOUNGER BROTHER. Wahaha. B.I. ka talaga. Ako na nga hinawaan mo. Tingnan mo ako ngayon. Isa na akong Gladdys protège. Waha.
Nga pala, tingin ko si Ma'am Simbulan tsaka si Ma'am Silva magtuturo ng J 121 next sem. Ano, go pa rin ba? :D Ako aantayin ko ang matinding Chua powers. Kaya lang pag hinintay mo kami ni Jam baka super delayed ka na. Whatcha gonna do? :D
11:23 AM
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DÉLINQUENT
And what do I have here right now? I believe I have something here in my system called "Erotomania." Quoting the book of the prophet Gladdys Talip, Chapter 59, verse 6, it says here that:
Erotomania.
The core of the syndrome is that the affected person has a delusional belief that another person, usually of higher status, is secretly in love with them. The sufferer may also believe that the subject of their delusion secretly communicates their love by subtle methods such as body posture, arrangement of household objects and other seemingly innocuous acts. The object of the delusion usually has little or no contact with the delusional person, who often believes that the object initiated the fictional relationship.
Erotomanic delusions are typically found as the primary symptom of delusional disorder, or in the context of schizophrenia. [wikipedia.com]
And here I am right now, evaluating myself on the basis of the above passage, instead of completing the requirements for the UP Tomo-Kai application period. Oh holy twisted metal. The above verse rings clarion clear to me and proves itself true even without the other Gladdys arguments to that effect.
I AM AFFLICTED WITH EROTOMANIA.
No, with some minor things. That person I am in love with is NOT of a higher status. Failed Math 54 two times. (Oy, hindi ko binabagsak mga math series ko, 'no?) Is stupid. Is dark gloomy depressive. Is anything but happy. Is...
But still, save for that, EVERYTHING IS TRUE. Damn, Budz, you sure are as good as hell great in digging out medical terms as this. How can I not just LUUUUURRRRVVVE your intelligence? :D You are so damn GOOD, Glads. Heeheehee...
11:07 AM
No more lonely nights
Am the Head of the Department of Poisons and Antidotes of the College of Substances, also doubling as the chief of the Apothecary for the Department of the National Defense. Ahem.
BUT SERIOUSLY
Am a 4th year University of the Philippines student, but currently am a non-major in the College of Mass Communication. I can write, but am really unsure of whether I write well. This is a somewhat faithful version of what I keep in my paper diaries. And yes, I DO write my diaries MANUALLY. I've already filled up thirty-three Papemelroti notebooks, and am on my thirty-four. I love to eat, and boy, my diet sure can pack the pounds on even Palito. I now am planning to reduce weight, but will execute after the hell weeks are over. :D Am planning to shift to either BS Economics or BS Statistics. Wish me luck! :D
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